There is just too little time at the moment. To pay attention to really important things. I wish I could enjoy the first substantial rays of sun this year. Take a walk and spend a day having nothing to do. Another example: you do have a friend who invites you over for a homecooked dinner, you’re late to begin with, then you can hardly remember what exactly it was you had to eat and in the end you have difficulties to keep the conversation going because you’re too tired. I just remember the food tasted lovely and was the first decent, warm meal I had in a week or so. Probably that’s why I had to make my excuses so soon, otherwise my head would have banged onto the tabletop right through the after dinner drink, I am certain. At least I managed to keep my eyes open for as long as it seemed appropriate, after not having been on time, it was the least I could do. Oh my, do I feel embarrassed, on hindsight… And sorry about having missed out on your warm welcoming manner. I wish I had had enough energy left to bask in your very presence last evening.
Never satisfied, Tony Allen/Doctor.L
