just plain Sunday

I wish there was room left within me to post a proper Sunday matinée entry. But I am afraid, it’s just going to be a plain fucking Sunday post today. Does something like justifiable homicide exist? If it does, I was coming pretty close to it today. All the energy consumed to not go ahead and actually do it, instead to smooth over everything with unjustifiable friendlyness, professionalism etc. sucked the last bit of leeway for anything beautiful right out of me. Which to me, at the end of this horrid day, seems the greatest loss. Who will restore me to humanity?

Justifieable homocide, Dave Goodman and friends