Yesterday was the culminating day in a witch hunt I was game in. Starting off with a conflict with one a couple of days ago and solved over the weekend. But the mob still worked up and ready to kill. After I listened to each of them blaming me to be the worst person to work with, apparently, I asked them straight, what they expected of me. Open and in person, each one of them. None had an answer, with the exception of one trainee. And no problem to change and please her in that particular field. In fact, since she is not my trainee, I never realised, she expected me to comment on or guide her progress. With the fucking rest, I am still undecided and somewhat clueless. What was that all about? Behind the not – forthcoming arguments? Is it the unclear organisational structure, that somehow gets everyone dissatisfied and I just happen to have become the focus because I am who I am, naming problems and what and who should be the solution/solver?
This puzzle will take me a while. I just managed to get halfway over my personal hurt, anger and frustration. With the help of a friend, destilled spirits and the quiet refuge given in what is becoming my second home, lately.
Rush, Witch Hunt
floatsome 
8 responses to “hunted”
hmmm… sometimes it turns, that people showing off problems are much worser – in colleagues eyes…. of course.
same shit i had in my last job…
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you might be right. the entire things still lingers around with me. i’ll just let it come to a solution all by itself. this things have also got a way of working out…
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“the biggest Canada” means?
And, given, they are dangerous but sometimes it just has to be…
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Hihihi…ich wusste es. Irgendwann reicht mein Grundschulenglisch nicht mehr aus. Ich meinte “das Größte, das Kanada…”.
Ich versuche es aber trotzdem weiterhin tapfer in Englisch, ok?
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okidoki. and your English got your messages through perfectly so far. It is by no means limited to Grundschulenglisch. Whenever something is not clear, I’ll ask.
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But the destilled spirits are as dangerous as Rush is the biggest Canada ever brought to the world.
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That`s the way it works today, if they don`t like you they mob you.
With a help of a friend. I love Joe Cocker
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ach, I don’t feel mobbed. as far as I was gathering, they rather think I’m mobbing them, for whatever reason. it’s kind of hard, if you’re but one.
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